Siblings

WH - my one and only elder brother.
He's working at Kuching currently. I do miss him!
His non-present in the house made me much quiet.
I miss his voices ( he's the activation bomb in the house.. )
miss his playful-ness, miss his serious-ness.
He made my dad the only man in the house now! haha


SF - my elder sister.
She's still in KL, living a usual life with her boyfriend.
I'm not fond with him.
I felt strange in him.
There's a gap between us.
Just can't click together...
Sooner, my sis gonna marry him.. She'll be leaving the house too..


SY - my younger sister.
She's still studying.
Still young.
Still playful.

SH - me.
in a state of "sibling-sick"

guilty

After a long run in my life( not exactly long run.. *exaggerated* )
finally i'm sitting on a chair and doing some updates.

tonight, i was overloaded. i ate too much. my sisters went to "pasar malam" and they bought so many delicious stuff. i simply can't resist them even though i had my dinner.

my mum will be flying off to Kuching tomorrow morning for the first ever "Qing Ming-ing" of my beloved grandpa's tomb.

I think i'm too selfish sometime. I'm only remembering my mum's dad but not my dad's dad.
Who am i?

an ordinary and yet selfish girl.
I've never attend any "Qing Ming" activities of my dad's daddy. I don't even know who is he... He had passed away ages ago since i'm arriving this planet. My dad did not force me to go either. I felt guilty as i grown.