Siblings

WH - my one and only elder brother.
He's working at Kuching currently. I do miss him!
His non-present in the house made me much quiet.
I miss his voices ( he's the activation bomb in the house.. )
miss his playful-ness, miss his serious-ness.
He made my dad the only man in the house now! haha


SF - my elder sister.
She's still in KL, living a usual life with her boyfriend.
I'm not fond with him.
I felt strange in him.
There's a gap between us.
Just can't click together...
Sooner, my sis gonna marry him.. She'll be leaving the house too..


SY - my younger sister.
She's still studying.
Still young.
Still playful.

SH - me.
in a state of "sibling-sick"

guilty

After a long run in my life( not exactly long run.. *exaggerated* )
finally i'm sitting on a chair and doing some updates.

tonight, i was overloaded. i ate too much. my sisters went to "pasar malam" and they bought so many delicious stuff. i simply can't resist them even though i had my dinner.

my mum will be flying off to Kuching tomorrow morning for the first ever "Qing Ming-ing" of my beloved grandpa's tomb.

I think i'm too selfish sometime. I'm only remembering my mum's dad but not my dad's dad.
Who am i?

an ordinary and yet selfish girl.
I've never attend any "Qing Ming" activities of my dad's daddy. I don't even know who is he... He had passed away ages ago since i'm arriving this planet. My dad did not force me to go either. I felt guilty as i grown.

updating soon ~

too buzy with life!!!

一句话

今天在朋友家借宿。

想回 31-12-2008 的夜晚，我们家接到一通惊人的来电，
得知外公入院了，情况很不乐观。

妈禁不起泪水的考验，泪不停的流下。
我看在眼里，也不知觉受到感染了。

"妈妈，您要坚强啊!" 我好希望对妈说的一句话。

从小，我就是个弱者，遇到任何不愉快的事就会掉泪，
稀少机会去安慰任何人。
也许如此，我才不知该如何安慰他人。我真的不擅长!
很多话想说，却吃了黄连似的，开不了口。
每当遇见掉泪或垂丧的人，我都束手无策。
说一句有那么难吗?

这就是我。

"要坚强" - 我老是对自己说。
结果?
我有变了吗?

我只知道哭是解决不到事情的。
想想自己也很久没痛快大哭一场了。

"坚强的活下吧!"

谁是云游客?

也许昨天是假日，因而在人潮中遇见两张熟悉的脸孔。
一张让我回味过往的脸而另一张则是好旧没碰见的脸。

人总会停留一阵，
回头看望，
怀着盼望吗？
也许

回味的...
还蛮期待再次遇见...
但遇见了却装没见到...
是因事件发生得荒唐而引起的吗？
也许吧！

我很想记回他的名字，但老是想不起...脑子真差劲！
或许脑子不想储存但内心却不堪眼前的一目。
那一目已牵动了脑子去回想...

云游客...
是谁呢？
他？
我？

sH says prt2

Tuesday. Holiday-ing still. Assignment-ing still. Hunting part time job still.

Life has never been easy...


My shooting went on smoothly except on the last shooting day, there were a little out of my schedule. Anyway,thanks for Zul and James for becoming my cameraman .. hehehe....

I think i do enjoyed in making the way through for this production.hehe
*i'm proud of myself*


Coming up next would be another project where as i have to advertise for a new product.. Nike's new product - Energy chocolate bar.
Am I ready for it??

Christmas coming soon.. and celebrating it same as usual.. attending buffet lunch @ hotel with families. I'll be going to Dynasty for a buffet treat.

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I went to a training camp which located at Dusun Tinggi, Malacca on 5th - 7th dec 2008.
I'm in the "Eagle Eyes" team, leading by Jonathan and Christine as the assistant. My team has to compete with Tai-ko and The Immortal... and at last we were in 2nd place.. :) not bad la..

We've done a lots of splendid activities which were 70% physical activities and 30% mental activities... It's fun after all.



That's Eagle Eyes!!!




The campers of SLC 2008

Special Thanks

This "special thanks" tag is meant for YOU!

HSL - thanks for your "get well soon" mini card, really SURPRISING.
* i took the photo but due to some technical problems, i cannot move the pictures from my phone to the pc.

Syafeeca - thanks for getting me a malay talent which i required URGENTLY.
* I LOVE YOU!!! *

Shini - thanks for getting your cousin bro to act for us!
* all the way from Ipoh, really Thank you*

Dad - thanks for plucking the rambutans from the tree when i'm depleted in searching for fruitstalls that sells.

Sy - thanks for accompanied me walking and going around from JJ to Carrefour under the rain.

my fellow crew members, especially Tsi and Miko - thanks for good coorperation and keep the things going on!

my fellow friends, whoever i have contacted and seek for help - thanks for helping me to ask around and also your kind support.


Last but not least, my Father in heaven- thanks for answering my prayers!

Ooops.. and also Mr.JJ - thanks for guiding us through this assignment.


I've made my speech clear i guess.. hahaha..