sH the little earthling

Siblings

2009-04-21T18:56:00.003+08:00

WH - my one and only elder brother.
He's working at Kuching currently. I do miss him!
His non-present in the house made me much quiet.
I miss his voices ( he's the activation bomb in the house.. )
miss his playful-ness, miss his serious-ness.
He made my dad the only man in the house now! haha

SF - my elder sister.
She's still in KL, living a usual life with her boyfriend.
I'm not fond with him.
I felt strange in him.
There's a gap between us.
Just can't click together...
Sooner, my sis gonna marry him.. She'll be leaving the house too..

SY - my younger sister.
She's still studying.
Still young.
Still playful.

SH - me.
in a state of "sibling-sick"

guilty

2009-04-02T23:15:00.002+08:00

After a long run in my life( not exactly long run.. *exaggerated* )
finally i'm sitting on a chair and doing some updates.

tonight, i was overloaded. i ate too much. my sisters went to "pasar malam" and they bought so many delicious stuff. i simply can't resist them even though i had my dinner.

my mum will be flying off to Kuching tomorrow morning for the first ever "Qing Ming-ing" of my beloved grandpa's tomb.

I think i'm too selfish sometime. I'm only remembering my mum's dad but not my dad's dad.
Who am i?

an ordinary and yet selfish girl.
I've never attend any "Qing Ming" activities of my dad's daddy. I don't even know who is he... He had passed away ages ago since i'm arriving this planet. My dad did not force me to go either. I felt guilty as i grown.

2009-01-19T13:19:00.002+08:00

updating soon ~

too buzy with life!!!

一句话

2009-01-04T04:11:00.003+08:00

今天在朋友家借宿。

想回 31-12-2008 的夜晚，我们家接到一通惊人的来电，
得知外公入院了，情况很不乐观。

妈禁不起泪水的考验，泪不停的流下。
我看在眼里，也不知觉受到感染了。

"妈妈，您要坚强啊!" 我好希望对妈说的一句话。

从小，我就是个弱者，遇到任何不愉快的事就会掉泪，
稀少机会去安慰任何人。
也许如此，我才不知该如何安慰他人。我真的不擅长!
很多话想说，却吃了黄连似的，开不了口。
每当遇见掉泪或垂丧的人，我都束手无策。
说一句有那么难吗?

这就是我。

"要坚强" - 我老是对自己说。
结果?
我有变了吗?

我只知道哭是解决不到事情的。
想想自己也很久没痛快大哭一场了。

"坚强的活下吧!"

谁是云游客?

2008-12-30T16:48:00.000+08:00

也许昨天是假日，因而在人潮中遇见两张熟悉的脸孔。
一张让我回味过往的脸而另一张则是好旧没碰见的脸。

人总会停留一阵，
回头看望，
怀着盼望吗？
也许

回味的...
还蛮期待再次遇见...
但遇见了却装没见到...
是因事件发生得荒唐而引起的吗？
也许吧！

我很想记回他的名字，但老是想不起...脑子真差劲！
或许脑子不想储存但内心却不堪眼前的一目。
那一目已牵动了脑子去回想...

云游客...
是谁呢？
他？
我？

sH says prt2

2008-12-21T22:52:00.006+08:00

Tuesday. Holiday-ing still. Assignment-ing still. Hunting part time job still.

Life has never been easy...

My shooting went on smoothly except on the last shooting day, there were a little out of my schedule. Anyway,thanks for Zul and James for becoming my cameraman .. hehehe....

I think i do enjoyed in making the way through for this production.hehe
*i'm proud of myself*

Coming up next would be another project where as i have to advertise for a new product.. Nike's new product - Energy chocolate bar.
Am I ready for it??

Christmas coming soon.. and celebrating it same as usual.. attending buffet lunch @ hotel with families. I'll be going to Dynasty for a buffet treat.

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I went to a training camp which located at Dusun Tinggi, Malacca on 5th - 7th dec 2008.
I'm in the "Eagle Eyes" team, leading by Jonathan and Christine as the assistant. My team has to compete with Tai-ko and The Immortal... and at last we were in 2nd place.. :) not bad la..

We've done a lots of splendid activities which were 70% physical activities and 30% mental activities... It's fun after all.

That's Eagle Eyes!!!

The campers of SLC 2008

Special Thanks

2008-12-12T22:59:00.004+08:00

This "special thanks" tag is meant for YOU!

HSL - thanks for your "get well soon" mini card, really SURPRISING.
* i took the photo but due to some technical problems, i cannot move the pictures from my phone to the pc.

Syafeeca - thanks for getting me a malay talent which i required URGENTLY.
* I LOVE YOU!!! *

Shini - thanks for getting your cousin bro to act for us!
* all the way from Ipoh, really Thank you*

Dad - thanks for plucking the rambutans from the tree when i'm depleted in searching for fruitstalls that sells.

Sy - thanks for accompanied me walking and going around from JJ to Carrefour under the rain.

my fellow crew members, especially Tsi and Miko - thanks for good coorperation and keep the things going on!

my fellow friends, whoever i have contacted and seek for help - thanks for helping me to ask around and also your kind support.

Last but not least, my Father in heaven- thanks for answering my prayers!

Ooops.. and also Mr.JJ - thanks for guiding us through this assignment.

I've made my speech clear i guess.. hahaha..

sH thoughts

2008-12-02T01:58:00.002+08:00

I was so sick few days back (heavy sore throat and fever), still in recovering.

My sore throat hits and ceased. visits me again and again.
I'm better now, I think my immune system has reached another level.. tougher? stronger?
Hope so.

It's really hard to survive through that struggling and suffering days..
I wish someone will text me "take care" or something.. but it never really happen until I told my friends. Haiyo.. So Sad... perhaps one day when i pass away.. no one will knows too??
I remembered I text Randy to take care when i found out that he was sick from Zul, and he did reply back saying"Thanks, I really need it". Well, I felt happy to received this message. I hope I can reply the same message to those that text me..but there's no bright side of my hope!! Quite desperate when i'm having these thoughts.

End of the emo-ness~

Starts something bright!!
Our Psa's idea has approved finally!! hahaha..
Things running smoothly now except that we have to hunt for talents!
Our groups keep blaming Mr.JJ for being so harsh on us but I think it was good and actually we have to blame ourselves instead of him..

during upcoming holidays... I'll have to finishing my assignments from Ms. R. I think all her students were complaining about her.. Last time when she wasnt exist in college yet, AD students life were in a peace.. Ms.R has not been responsible enough for being a lecturer. I found no knowledge from her.. and I think most students will support me.

I says

2008-11-22T14:07:00.002+08:00

My group still struggling with the idea and concept of VP1.
It seems like not much people can actually going through sufferings / hardships. I felt like my group mates were easily defeated type...

Wonderful !

2008-11-10T22:35:00.004+08:00

I'm suppose to hand out my proposal and present my topic this coming Wednesday.

and

I just found a great news just now.

Class as usual this Wednesday and hand out the proposal next week!!!

Wonderful!

: )

none special

2008-11-09T01:49:00.002+08:00

Out of sudden, I'm so hungry.

more and more people are blogging now. what's so good about it?
I blog for nothing, simply just for a fun or with a purpose to updating my friends of my recent life.

I think most of people would have the same mind as what i'm thinking.

I visited ah ban's blog, he said there's nothing much inside, but i found a cute 3D animator in its blog. haha. he created it.

Well, my own blog? haha..nothing else..

changes

2008-11-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

Blogskin change again.

New challenges ahead

2008-11-02T00:23:00.005+08:00

2 November 2008

In this new semester, there's more workload,more responsibilities to bear but I'm taking less subjects, only 4 and I'm only attending classes on Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday.

Wednesday
12pm - 3pm ~ Advertising Creativity
4pm - 6pm ~ Research Methodology

Thursday
10am - 1pm ~ Computer Print Production

Friday
10am - 1pm ~ Video Production 1

Most of them..in need of critical thinking. I'm practicing all the way now.

The class for Research Methodology is crowded, air circulation is not good in the class. nearly suffocate. hahaha..

Well, last Friday, i was late to the VP1 class. When i entered the class... not long after that, i was appointed as the producer. Hmm...speechless.. I worked as a temporarily administration before..and i think that job is not suitable for me..because i wasn't good enough in assisting people..and now..I'm going to ensure everyone doing the job and things going smoothly.. It's certainly very dangerous to be pass on me. I'm not a detail person!
May be i should just trust myself? I have to be confidence?

Past Friday's class, my topic was chosen, it's racism.We're gonna produce a psa (public service announcement) based on the topic. I've saw some cute video clips about racism..

Here's one:

For this upcoming Friday's class, we have to come out with 3 stories/ ideas from the topic..
Actually, I quite enjoy the class.
There's actually no difference among each races. We shouldn't be racist.
Hope that this VP1 would not be like last semester's art direction..haha..Our output was bad. Video quality was not good.No doubt..That's our 1st time handling with the video production stuff. (excuses...)

As for Wednesday's class, I have to come out with a researchable topic... still thinking on it..

I think my updates until now.

Have a nice day for everyone!

: )

part 2

2008-10-21T00:25:00.002+08:00

i'm getting lazy...
I have two great good news!!!

I get Bs for all of my subjects!
I have N73ME now!

Reactivate

2008-10-08T17:22:00.002+08:00

I'm reactivate again.
wonder how long i can last this time.

updating my recent life here.

I'm still in holidays. getting my result soon. *sigh* worrying about this consumer behavior.. the worst exam that i've ever done in my life so far...

I've spent 6 days of my holidays in working.
workplace: 1st Floor, ladies department - apparel (brand : In Wear) , Robinsons, The Gardens
Pay: rm7/hour but for 1st and 2nd day of Raya, triple the pay

I've gained "some" experiences over there.
I've found out that most of the malay workers are "Ah Gua", even my supervisor is one of the kind too. Some are ugly, some are really "gorgeous".

there's a case happening as well ... here's the story.

during my 4th day of working, there's an ugly "Ah gua" suddenly came to the ladies apparel department.. and she/he was actually looking for the other "ah gua"(named Ann). The sandal that she/he was wearing all thorn off (99% spoiled) and he still asking for masking tape to tape around the sandal.. there were 3 people ( cashier- daffy, part time-lee, and me) with him/her that time. So..

daffy: " kenapa tak beli baru punya?"
ugly gua: " i sayang kasut ni tau, dah setahun i pakai"

3 of us were like " uh~ sayang? can actually get a new, sparkling pair by the price of RM20"

he/she still making-tapping the sandal. after a while, he/ she wore it but seems like his/her masking tapping skill is useless upon the 99% broken sandal. Then she/he cried hysterically and jumped a few times.. We were like " dude..told you so~" and other passer-by just kept staring and looking at him/her... haha..
*ann actualy took a day off that day

the next day, we told Ann. Ann straight away said : "oh,oh, yang buruktu.. dia bukan kawan i lah, i tak suka dia pun "

Ann: " saya served dia satu kali aje.. masatu dia nak tanggal baju kat luar, tak nak masuk fitting room pun..i pun rasa malukan..lepastu, i ambil byk baju pasak dia masuk fitting room."

Ann:" ada satu kali lagi, dia tanggalkan baju dia dalam bas.. dia pakai bra semua tu ..orang pun tengok dia la.. dia lagi tak tau malu.. ulas balik "tengok apa?! "

*sigh* Malaysian... memang boleh!

-end of part 1-

2008-09-25T18:16:00.000+08:00

dedicate to hsl!

2008-06-18T01:28:00.003+08:00

First thing .. I want to laugh!!! hahaha....

After a super long period, finally i made my move to write something in here... ( push by hsl )...
Well, not 100% because of hsl, but somehow it relates with my current situation..

I'm so "SIEN" !!!!

What a morning I have~

A hot morning~

A little updates of what i've done-

Yeap, I went to the camp.
hehe..

sH's diary

2008-03-11T22:18:00.003+08:00

12 March

I'm still having the MIFF-ing mood...
perhaps next year March??

STPM result is out finally!
my cousin gets an A and Bs - not bad!

I wonder now: would the year 2007's Spm candidates have a peaceful sleep tonight?
to-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow....................
there will be how many tomorrows?

aim:
more moRE MORE EFFORT in studies................

Destiny

2008-03-02T20:52:00.004+08:00

1 March 2008

Destiny .. What is it?
The death master took its life away
just like that
left no clues behind
but
the dust of the body
long way they went
.......

exist no more

IN MEMORIAL

love you always
...

CNY- part III

2008-02-21T18:00:00.003+08:00

20 Feb, Wed

4 earthlings attacked tsi-tsi's home at 7pm.
Angpaus given away to tame them.

soon.. 5 earthlings took off to TGI Friday for dinner.
A meal before "chap goh mei" really cost a lot..
RM 300++
but they enjoyed.

ends of earthling's story.

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V-day report!

99 red roses and a cupido killed her heart.
1st V-day of HE and SHE.
So sweet .. so lovely..
and yet so costly....

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21 Feb, Thurs

I skipped class.
Packaging design.
Received call from miff.. can't get 9 days work...

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CNY- part II

2008-02-18T15:02:00.006+08:00

16 - 18 Feb 2008

16 Feb, Sat

11 of us

My primary school's gathering at secret recipe, Megamall.
~quite a few of us attended. There's only 11 out of 47 turn out.
~ time do really past. Look back the last photo we took together.....

There's a lot of difference .
I'm a nerdy actually .

17 Feb,Sun

Say Li and Angeline pay me a visit at 2.30pm.
We chit chat up to a long time.
There's a lot of changes in puterijaya.
- Red House was the name but now Ruby..
all become precious STONES!
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Having veggie steamboat at Amelie's house at 7pm.
After filling our tummies with veggies, we proceed to the next destination- Daniel's home at Chow Kit.

Quite a lot of 1st time happened.

1st visitation to his house.
1st visitation to Chow Kit.
1st time seeing the real mahjong. ( i'm odd right)
1st knowledge about mahjong. ( 3k n 4k la.. 'fan' la... etc)
1st time playing mahjong too!

1st time heard about ice cream pulut.
1st time discovered that the banana leaf wrapping nasi lemak sold only RM 0.40 each!!!

Can't really believe it!

18 Feb,Mon

Suppose to attend class today.

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I was fooled by the college's system...

I was being told by tsi-tsi that the class has been canceled due to a function in kota damanasara's campus, and all those lecturers have to attend that function...
I was there at Central Market and about to take a step into the rapidKL bus- U63( straight to summit USJ). I was saved by tsi-tsi...

So, i returned home..

12pm, I got a call from miko telling me that the class still going on and Mr. Roslan will replace the usual Brandon.....

( expressionless)
Class start at 12pm usually.

CNY

2008-02-13T15:06:00.000+08:00

6th-10th 2008
Kuala Krai, Kelantan

I was there celebrated this auspicious RAT year.

But

look at my ankle

am i still in the mood of the PIGGY Year??
:) haha

Anyway, my aunt brought back 3 guinea pigs to celebrate the Rat Year!!!

one of the 3s....

C-O-C-O-N-U-T....... i kinda remembered a song.. it's a coconut song ...
It's best to have cold coconut drinks especially during these days - The HOT weather.

12 coconuts